*~ A Little Corner Of Inanity ~*

Do you know what the most impressive thing is, in my opinion?It's that people actually take the time to read this page..don't get me wrong, I absolutely love the fact that you all do. But whatever for? I really had no idea that anyone would care enough about the insignificant things that go on in my life, to read my little corner of inanity. But thank you. The little notes and LONG e-mails I've received are so much appreciated..."to all you wonderful people out there in the dark"...*lol*
I've heard that people even read my nonsensical "obsessions" pages...I probably should've thought twice about posting that page. Now everyone in the entirety of cyberspace knows what an insane person I am...ah,well. They were bound to find out sooner or later. :-)
I've been encouraging all my online friends to join in the current trend of online journaling...at first, I thought it was a rather stupid idea, but now I see there's great value in it. It's very cathartic, and a bit more so than keeping a diary, because you're bound to share the things you think with others. Of course, there are certainly things one wouldn't want to share with cyberspace...:-) But,in any case, I think it is a very valuable thing to do, and I encourage you..start your own online journal. And,of course, if you do, let me know! I'll be starting a page of friends with pages of this sort, so I shall definitely link you.
And now, onto other things...
I had a bit of an insane weekend, but that's alright. It gets to the point where I realise I need a rest from my life...and the sad thing is, I need to pencil it in on my calendar. I suppose everyone's life is like that, but sometimes, it's exhausting. Especially for me, because I am the kind of person who's not at all content unless I have 50 billion projects going on at once. I think that pretty much explains the existence of this page, and all the revamping I do. It isn't an excess of free time, certainly, or of energy...but I really need to do these things, or I feel so frustrated and unproductive. One afternoon, I had nothing to do, so I wrote an outline and 3 chapters of a novel. I then proceeded to put it in a drawer, and haven't seen it since. *lol* Productivity is a bit overrated.
A question for all of you out there. Why is it so easy to form these infatuation-type-attachments to guys that are obviously gay? I've a friend who's termed them "gayboycrushes"...and I think it's insane, but it is something I do. Quite often,actually. Being in theatre, I have the uncanny ability to be able to sense anyone's relationship status and/or sexual orientation..but every show I work on, there's one obviously gay guy in the cast that I bond with, and spend a month saying "If only he found women attractive", while ignoring every straight male who pays any sort of attention to me. I don't understand this complex I have, in the least. Life would be so much simpler if all men were attracted to me. *laughs aloud*
And now, I shall actually work on my paper that was due Friday. Can you tell I am the type who tends to procrastinate? Also, in spite of being a "theatre geek" and a "computer nerd", I am not overly academic. It's always been my feeling that I'd much rather experience life than read about it..classes,in general,bore me horribly. My theatre,voice,music,and dance classes, of course, are quite experiential in nature, so I love those...and I take as many writing and literature classes as I can. But everything else...I don't know if I shall ever learn to apply myself. *sighs*
Good evening to all, for now. I shall try to update tomorrow. :-)